Remind me of us. of everything.

this song
bila sedih it made me cry :'(
bila happy it made me smile :')

Ana Raffali
Tolong Ingatkan Aku

Jangan disusun kata-kata penamat
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat
Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa

Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima
Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa
Aku lupa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kita

kisahkutersedar

ptuih ptuih

sebenanye sebenanye
tgh jeles ni
timur jalan ngan bf ayun2 tangan mcm tommy
barat bf buat video nyanyi lagu sambil men guitar post kat fb
selatan pakai couple shirts
utara duduk bedua study
tenggara main tulis2 name masing2 di mane2 possible places
timur laut gayut kat phone 24/7
barat laut dpt adiah sweet gle
barat daya sending sweet messages once every 5 minutes
haaaaaaaaah
bukan desperate okeh
rindu
bukan xpnah rase okeh
rindu
these days others' lives mcm beeestt sgt compared to mine
dey dey dey
bersyukur reti?
retilahh reti reti
ingat ni
bab akhirat pandang atas
terer akak tu tudung labuh
terer abang tu hafaz Quran
terer adik tu pndai taranum
terer awek tu aurat jage
bab dunia pulak pandang bawah
aku ade rm15 dia ada 20 sen
aku xreti bawak kete dia basikal pn xmampu
aku xnah gi oversea dia kedah pun xkuar lagi
aku makan mahal2 dia ikat perut
hah reti dah bersyukur?
reti reti reti
takpelah
sabar
mama kate kalau Allah nak bagi adelah tu
nak melawan je
btolla tu mama ckp
ha dah2 cukup2 pandang kiri kanan
pandang depan pulak
dalam cermin
comel x? x
lawa x? x
slim x? x
licin x? x
sexy x? x
hah mula lagi xbesyukur
eh tak tak skali lagi meh
senyum x? ye
ade akal? ye
ade idung? mulut? tinge? mate? ye
jari kaki tangan cukup x? ye
penyakit2 merbahaya? xde
burok gile? x
papa kedana? x
ade hati? ade
jadilah tu
kan mama?
xpe Allah ada
mama baba ada
kakak ada adik2 ada
kawan2 ada
di hati pun ada (walaupun xfunction)
ahhh sudah sudah la seha
haha banyak nye aku merepek
seronok ye merepek ni?
nanti aku merepek lagi
cau cin cau

bukan xde yg menunggu okeh
xsedia aja
tunggu lagi sikit okeh
kalau xlarat xpa
paham aih..

encikmasalah.goaway

f r i e n d s

ingat tak. aku pegi bilik kau dan kita golek atas lantai bercerita panjaaaang.
ingat tak. aku duduk bilik kau smpai tetido atas lantai.
ingat tak. something hurt me so bad i had to leave u. but u sent me a card to apologize.
ingat tak. kau demam tp degil jugak nak makan fries.
ingat tak. kita pakai baju same gi kelas.
ingat tak. orang serang kau. aku menjerit n menangis.
ingat tak. orang kutuk aku. kau marah betul.
ingat tak. kau jatuh. i held your legs sobbing.
ingat tak. aku takde duit. kau belanja.
ingat tak. u called me your best friend.
ingat tak. we were fun.

i'm s o r r y. i never meant to h u rt you.

akuingattilldeath

ini namenye updating blog

some quick updates of my almost ending sem break T__T

01--> only my body parts which produce taik mate n lemak2 degil are working effectively n so far they're just very very productive

02--> we followed everywhere baba had to work n did the famous melongo-in-the-hotel-room routine continuously from kedah, perlis, penang, kampung gajah, ipoh, kuantan, n chemor.

03--> ouh i got the final exam result. very proud of it actually. ^_^ got in the dean list i've dreamin about for the whole semester :)

CUMULATIVE GRADE POINT AVERAGE CREDIT TOTAL GRADE POINT AVERAGE CURRENT SEMESTER 84.010 22.0 3.82 SEEMSTERS IN TOTAL 84.010 22.0 3.82 EXAMINATION RESULT AD (DEAN LIST) NOTE PASS

04--> abg iloi, makngah's son aka our 1st sepupu from mama's side of family who looks older than his age had finally get married to this beautiful akak linda who looks younger than her age, very sweet looking, petite n small. typical malay couple :). owh, we were the flower girls (or more lyk, the passing bunga telur+ gula2+ kotak girls)





05--> encik Abdul Razin itu just got his pmr result. he got straight a's. superb. proud proud proud. he's my baby brother btw :)

06--> i've finished so many movies. i lost count of the games i've play to the end. i read n reread novels (mine n unmine haha) n hv another 3 n a quarter to finish b4 the next sem start.

07--> i didnt get into the college. some of my girlfriends got into kristal. KRISTAL for god's sake! haish! so pissed off. so in the end i've made a decision to join my noncolleged girlfriends in a rent house. which is good. i guess. no curfew. hah!

08--> ermmm what else what else..

09--> ouh i got a new fun buddy on the phone. thats what he's here for. fun. no serious relationships for me. not now. not for a looong tym. cuz face it. men are jerks. n love kills. haha so i got a fun buddy n thats that!

10--> yap.. fate is chasing me to penang. haha oh fate. oh lord.

there u hv it. perfect ten! ahah! haha XD

updated?:P

no no. no rewind. no. no.

we've went pass the horrible him-being-a-jerk phase. the suffering suffocating getting-over-him phase. n now THIS? the seeing-him-again phase. no. i cant go thru this. i cant live my life smiling like b4 knowing he's near. he had cost me my passion to love. my will to believe. my ability to trust. he practically killed me inside. why dear God. why bring him near me again. why force me to see that face again. why put me thru this again. i havent finish the getting-over-him phase yet..

truth is. i prayed for this. truth is. i didnt think God would answer my prayer. so dear God, after this, if u think my prayer is ridiculous, please just ignore it will u? i would understand. be careful what u wish for. cuz u might just get it all.

ouh i tried the apps on facebook. these are what i got.

most painful thing

Nasihah Syahirah something painful:

1: continuously loving a person whom can never love you back

What is your heart trying to tell you?

Nasihah Syahirah amazed by how much its true:

"Sometimes you just have to smile and pretend everything is ok hold back the tears and just walk away"

funny rite.

uhh i welcome u dear. i have been grateful being under the same sky as u r. being away from u, i kept remembering myself we r under the same sky. seeing the same stars. watching the same cloud. hating the same sun.walking on the same earth. believe it or not. after all THAT. i still think of being near u for comfort. now i'll be under the same roof as u r. heh. dnt know how to react to that. just welcome. do good here. its a wonderful place. i wish ur future the very best.

please forgive me. i cant stop loving you

herehecomes:)

Bencinta :(

Benarkan ku tuk berbicara
Bicara terus ke hati mu. Hati mu
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untuk kau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
Pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
Tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
Tentang hidup kamu
Tentang mati kamu
Aku tahu
Engkau tahu apa yang mata ku tahu
Apa yang kau tunggu
Mahu aku buka pintu?

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Sedang aku mahu kau tahu
Dengar kata ku
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Sakitnya aku membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu
Ku benci... Kamu
Ku cinta... Kamu

lyingtomyself?:(

wish i can really say this to him..

its my life

first, maaf if entry ni hurt anybody
mase seronok mmgla seronok
but lately ni u hv been getting on my nerve
when i did nothing to hurt u
so here u go.

yelah.
aku ni xperfect.
baju kdg2 singkat.
kdg2 ketat.
kdg2 xsopan.
yelah.
aku ni xbaik.
solat ikut mood.
insaf kejap2 je.
yelah.
aku ni malas.
baju kumpul2 banyaaak baru basuh.
meje sepah.
katil xkemas.
locker pn men campak je agak2 muat.
yelah.
aku ni jakun.
suke kelua2 ronggeng.
asal free on9.
asal weekends tgk movie.
asal ade duet shopping.
malas study.
yelah.
aku xbaek cam kau.
aku xsopan all the tym.
aku xwarak cam kau.
aku xsolehah cam kau.
aku tawu kalau kau bace ni kau jwb
"memang ponn"
see I KNOW U
but u dont know me
tp this is me.
kau xsuke ke.
kau suke ke.
u can just suck it up.
sbb aku
dah lame mcm ni.
mmg mcm ni.
dan mgkin smpai ble2 mcm ni.
kalau kau rase care kau
perli
ckp pedas2
asyik bom aku je
to change me
"berdakwah"
ntahla. aku rase xbetul je.
yg aku dpt
kecik ati
nanges.
jd kau stopla eh
aku xsuke denga
n stop acting like u know everything about me.
just stop.

kandahtacing.mulutpedaslahlagi.