xbenci. aku xbenci. even when u lied straight to my face. even when u forget all ur damn promises. even when u walked away without a word. even when u found another in less than 2 weeks. even when u humiliated me. slapped me rite in the face without even a single hand motion. aku still xbenci kau.
knape. knape aku kene terima all this shit when i did nothing to hurt u. knape u get to hate me when ur the one tearing my guts. knape u get to be mean to me when ur the one who tore me to pieces. knape u get to swear when i'm the one suffering. knape.
what. what in the world did i do to hurt u. what in hell did i say that pisses u so much. what in heaven did i write that ticked u off. what jokes i made that brought up ur rage. whatever did i do to deserve this. what. what. ape.
enough. enough of this drama. enough of this shit u put me through. enough all this talking bad about me. enough membusukkan name aku. enough menghina fizikal aku. enough memijak harga diri aku. enough trying to look bad. enough testing my patience. i've had enough of u. i've had enough.
sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry i let u approach me. i'm sorry i let u come near me. i'm sorry i let u touched my heart. i'm sorry i let myself fall in love. i'm sorry i bought ur words. i'm sorry i trusted ur promises. i'm sorry i said yes. i'm sorry i let u shred my heart. i'm sorry i let u waste ur time. i'm sorry to u. i'm sorry to myself. sorry.
stop. stop doing what ur doing. stop torchering. i want to stop doing what i'm doing. i want to stop suffering.
sincerely, guni beras
guniberas
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