ini namenye updating blog

some quick updates of my almost ending sem break T__T

01--> only my body parts which produce taik mate n lemak2 degil are working effectively n so far they're just very very productive

02--> we followed everywhere baba had to work n did the famous melongo-in-the-hotel-room routine continuously from kedah, perlis, penang, kampung gajah, ipoh, kuantan, n chemor.

03--> ouh i got the final exam result. very proud of it actually. ^_^ got in the dean list i've dreamin about for the whole semester :)

CUMULATIVE GRADE POINT AVERAGE CREDIT TOTAL GRADE POINT AVERAGE CURRENT SEMESTER 84.010 22.0 3.82 SEEMSTERS IN TOTAL 84.010 22.0 3.82 EXAMINATION RESULT AD (DEAN LIST) NOTE PASS

04--> abg iloi, makngah's son aka our 1st sepupu from mama's side of family who looks older than his age had finally get married to this beautiful akak linda who looks younger than her age, very sweet looking, petite n small. typical malay couple :). owh, we were the flower girls (or more lyk, the passing bunga telur+ gula2+ kotak girls)





05--> encik Abdul Razin itu just got his pmr result. he got straight a's. superb. proud proud proud. he's my baby brother btw :)

06--> i've finished so many movies. i lost count of the games i've play to the end. i read n reread novels (mine n unmine haha) n hv another 3 n a quarter to finish b4 the next sem start.

07--> i didnt get into the college. some of my girlfriends got into kristal. KRISTAL for god's sake! haish! so pissed off. so in the end i've made a decision to join my noncolleged girlfriends in a rent house. which is good. i guess. no curfew. hah!

08--> ermmm what else what else..

09--> ouh i got a new fun buddy on the phone. thats what he's here for. fun. no serious relationships for me. not now. not for a looong tym. cuz face it. men are jerks. n love kills. haha so i got a fun buddy n thats that!

10--> yap.. fate is chasing me to penang. haha oh fate. oh lord.

there u hv it. perfect ten! ahah! haha XD

updated?:P

no no. no rewind. no. no.

we've went pass the horrible him-being-a-jerk phase. the suffering suffocating getting-over-him phase. n now THIS? the seeing-him-again phase. no. i cant go thru this. i cant live my life smiling like b4 knowing he's near. he had cost me my passion to love. my will to believe. my ability to trust. he practically killed me inside. why dear God. why bring him near me again. why force me to see that face again. why put me thru this again. i havent finish the getting-over-him phase yet..

truth is. i prayed for this. truth is. i didnt think God would answer my prayer. so dear God, after this, if u think my prayer is ridiculous, please just ignore it will u? i would understand. be careful what u wish for. cuz u might just get it all.

ouh i tried the apps on facebook. these are what i got.

most painful thing

Nasihah Syahirah something painful:

1: continuously loving a person whom can never love you back

What is your heart trying to tell you?

Nasihah Syahirah amazed by how much its true:

"Sometimes you just have to smile and pretend everything is ok hold back the tears and just walk away"

funny rite.

uhh i welcome u dear. i have been grateful being under the same sky as u r. being away from u, i kept remembering myself we r under the same sky. seeing the same stars. watching the same cloud. hating the same sun.walking on the same earth. believe it or not. after all THAT. i still think of being near u for comfort. now i'll be under the same roof as u r. heh. dnt know how to react to that. just welcome. do good here. its a wonderful place. i wish ur future the very best.

please forgive me. i cant stop loving you

herehecomes:)

Bencinta :(

Benarkan ku tuk berbicara
Bicara terus ke hati mu. Hati mu
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untuk kau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
Pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
Tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
Tentang hidup kamu
Tentang mati kamu
Aku tahu
Engkau tahu apa yang mata ku tahu
Apa yang kau tunggu
Mahu aku buka pintu?

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Sedang aku mahu kau tahu
Dengar kata ku
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Sakitnya aku membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu
Ku benci... Kamu
Ku cinta... Kamu

lyingtomyself?:(

wish i can really say this to him..

its my life

first, maaf if entry ni hurt anybody
mase seronok mmgla seronok
but lately ni u hv been getting on my nerve
when i did nothing to hurt u
so here u go.

yelah.
aku ni xperfect.
baju kdg2 singkat.
kdg2 ketat.
kdg2 xsopan.
yelah.
aku ni xbaik.
solat ikut mood.
insaf kejap2 je.
yelah.
aku ni malas.
baju kumpul2 banyaaak baru basuh.
meje sepah.
katil xkemas.
locker pn men campak je agak2 muat.
yelah.
aku ni jakun.
suke kelua2 ronggeng.
asal free on9.
asal weekends tgk movie.
asal ade duet shopping.
malas study.
yelah.
aku xbaek cam kau.
aku xsopan all the tym.
aku xwarak cam kau.
aku xsolehah cam kau.
aku tawu kalau kau bace ni kau jwb
"memang ponn"
see I KNOW U
but u dont know me
tp this is me.
kau xsuke ke.
kau suke ke.
u can just suck it up.
sbb aku
dah lame mcm ni.
mmg mcm ni.
dan mgkin smpai ble2 mcm ni.
kalau kau rase care kau
perli
ckp pedas2
asyik bom aku je
to change me
"berdakwah"
ntahla. aku rase xbetul je.
yg aku dpt
kecik ati
nanges.
jd kau stopla eh
aku xsuke denga
n stop acting like u know everything about me.
just stop.

kandahtacing.mulutpedaslahlagi.

final exam XP

Wednesday 27/10/2010 ~ Fundamentals of Islam CTU101 9.00a.m.-11.00a.m.

Friday 29/10/2010~ Consolidating Language Skills BEL120 2.45p.m.-4.45p.m.

Thursday 4/11/2010~ Introduction to Food Retail Industry HTC130 2.15p.m.-4.15p.m.

Sunday 7/11/2010~ Introduction to Hospitality and Tourism Industry HTM130 2.15p.m.-5.15p.m.

Thursday 11/11/2010~ Fundamentals of Management MGT162 9.00a.m.-12.00p.m.

Sunday 14/11/2010~ Food Hygiene HTF110 9.00a.m.-12.00p.m.

happybantaingseyha!

seperti biasa. me the dating accompanier XD

As final exam is coming nearer n nearer, kitorg decided to go on a cuciotak trip. kate org, berenang2 dahulu, berakit2 kmudian, bershopping2 dahulu, berstudy2 kmudian. so 25/10/2010. agak2 kol 1.40p.m. sehacomel, puterimusuk n aripgila itu dok cangak dkat bus stand. agak2 30 menet, bas rapid penang 709 yg kachak berwibawa dan bakal membawak kitorg gi destinasi ronggeng ternama sunway pn datang tsengeh2. sungguh hodoh bas itu tersengih.

aktiviti2 manafaat kurang selonodnye banyak yg bjaya diaccompanished today:
~beli roti garlic tuna peveret saye yg sodappp amat
~beli tiket cte cuti2 cinta (masey kpd aripgila krn beliau yg baya)
~beli iceblended peach ngan bubble2 yg katenye rase tea tp aku rase cam dodol jek
~pusing sana pusing sini
~masuk sume kedai yg ade pintu masuk
~beli 3 baju kat F.O.S (gle kau 1 rm5, 2 rm8, 3 rm11)
~makan kfc (masey aripgila lagi. aku suke org yg bg aku makan)
~masuk toilet eheee
~beli adiah bday 4 anis (uh uhhh sgt comel!!!)
~tgk wayang! (nasik lemak 5 posen!)
~solat asar (mithali2)
~beli nasi lemak rm10 (ahahah yg ensem je paham ini)
~kne tarik gi starbucks oleh puterimusuk
~kelua. tunggu bas. masuk balik. hahaha
~beli cd n eyebrow liner (^-^)
~balek nek bas zzzz

pas magrib camtu baru ktorg balik. dlm banyak2 aktiviti tu. the best part for me is having the greatest fun enjoying the moments. ahaha. aripgila itu mmg gila. tp dy sgt baek juga ^_^. puterimusuk dan aripgila sgt comeyl~~ sehacomel selonodlahhh arini >.<

korang2,nantiajakakulaginaa=D

p/s= dammit i really2 nak buh pic. what the hell is wrong with all my electronic stuffs!!!

the question is: What do you do if someone finds your soulmate first?

soulmate saye.
someone else punye.
sedih kan.
dia never want to let me go.
saye pun.
never want him to go.
tp xboleh.
because soulmate saye.
someone else punye.

what do you do if someone finds your soulmate first?
do you let go?
do you fight?

:(

weak week mau wek2

hula~

kentut lege aku after going thru such a hecticratic week. gilelah. im alive!

week ni aje.

monday- food hygiene test (tibai puas2)

tuesday- hospitality test (bantai cukop2)

wednesday- basic culinary skill 1 PRACTICAL test (haa yg ni aku buat sngguh2) and test (belasah habis2an)

thursday- retailing test (ganyang lunyai2)

friday- ahh kau seha. jgn mlampau ah. friday tade. friday hari mate aku bcinte dgn abg N****** I**** (head to toe ye?) ahaks.

dah. mampos. naek lagi sbijik jerawat atas dagu esok nii.

ye. itulah die week aku yg kacau bilau haru biru. gilekan. lecturers zaman skang der. hati perut kecikk mcm ati ayam. haha XD (bodoh kau. final blom stat da kutuk lects)

ahh. final da nak dekat. in about 6 n a 1/2 hours agi aku akan golek2 dlm bas balik umah 4 study week (yea rite. umah. study. never gonna happen.)

stret ke shah alam dulu. ronggeng besame itu loyer cun. ahad baru jumpe itu loyer kacak, bini sama anak2 gemuknye. hee :)

then sminggu akan blalu pantas.

then FINAL. alah final bukan 2 hari. 19 hari kooot. selang nye nak jaoh2 je. tapela. i cant bear leaving uitm so fast pun..

so yea. mari beronggeng~ pastu kite setadi~ pastu kite perang~ pastu kite jmpe lagi (or kalau fingernails aku ni xlenguh2 sengal2, b4 that kte jmpe lagi)

life's been great. study's been terrific. friends r all superb. classes r over. love.. well.. watever. but im doing okay here. ngee <-- abg NI's fev super-duper-hyper-cute-bunyi2

weonygot4menetstosavetheworld!!XD

the power of laughter

baru nak blaja

dah kene gelak

seronok sangat

xpasal2 jadi runaway bride

xpelah

pengalaman tu pijak slipa sendiri

eat pray love

we learnt something new about myself

u laugh

with me

to me

for me

never ever ever

at me

hahahaha?XD

hang in there kejap..

that should be me. holding ur hand.

that should be me. making u laugh.

that should be me. this is so sad.

that should be me. feelin ur kiss.

that should be me. buying u gifts.

that should be me. this is so wrong.

one day nanti kan

bile seha dah kuat sikit

bile seha dah fine

bile seha dah lali sorg2

bile seha xrase gatal2 nak tkan phone n text u spanjang mase

bile seha xrase nak call u everytym kdt lebih dari rm2

bile seha xyah pakse diri to stop missing u

bile seha dah boleh terima u belong somewhere else

bile seha stronger

bile seha better

bile seha maturer

bile seha rela

seha'll let go of u

but for now

please stay close

kejap je lagi

xlame

nanti seha pegi jauh ye..

thatshouldbeme:(

raya events.. yup!

perghh terlame la plak ann aku xrepot pape. windu sewindu windunyee aku nak mepek kat ko dear blogagaku tercenta. tape2 today aku nak kuakan everything ngan kahak2 skali kat ko eh? banyak gak ah current events yg dah belaku in my life in these malas-aku-nak-kire weeks after raya.

hurm raya mmg dah lame gle dah lepas. tunggu raye aji plak. pergh mampos korg lembu2 gemuk, akanku ratah tubuhmu smpai senakk. haha. "sabaqq saaat pmpuan gemuk, syawal xabeh lagi", kate si lembu gemuk. haha ok. raya. hasil kutipan taun ni seperti diramal b4 b4 ni ah.. xla banyak mane dalam RM200 something je arr. tape ar. walaupun berjiwa rakyat yakni muda belia, aku sememangnya arif lagi saksama akan appearance aku yg memang keibu2an ni. so eventhough aku (dan my beloved kakbeela) betungkus lumus kat dapoq opah basuh pinggan dan basuh pinggan dan basuh pinggan lagi. takpe. kitorang ikhlas. ikhlas abes.

raye kali ni temanye "kelam kabut ribut terbang songsang boring di atas jalanraye" hulamak mcm tajuk telenovela ak? haa agak2 pasni director2 filem ke slot akasia ke yg dah gile xjmpe tajuk nak buat cte raya, hambikla aku bagi free xde cover charge pon. baju raye aku dibeli 2 ari seblom raya setelah ampir 2 jam lepak chill kat umah uncle jakel kat shah alam nun. dapatla baju chocolate turqoise sbijik. mmg aku nak kaler turqoise pn. da lme aku ngidam kaler tu. tapi xde cekelat, ape yg sedap kan? stoberry pn org celop cekelat zaman la ni haha.

raya 1- bangi. jmpela maktok makngah n achik nua. ptg gerak kg gajah. jmpela everyone kecuali acik amir sbb dorg da calo2 kelantan days b4. angah pn xjmpe. ala. da ade mak mertua maa. tdo kg gajah 2 malam. best=wifi. xbest=basuh pinggan. pergh umah opah aku dala hotspot tym raye2 ni. skali datang rombongan skali harung 4 5 bijik kete. deyy korg ingat mamak ke maen serang2 gitu? lucut skru pinggang aku woo. tade. yg sebenanye bengan xde duet raye. cerek elektrik toi la. hehe ckp sal rombongan. ade plak satu rmbongan ni dtg nak me"nengok2" cik kiah aku. haha lawok plak. haizz ade agi ye arranged marriage zaman2 skang ni. ingat sume pakai fesbukk je skang. uhuhu

pas tu ktorang gi ikut rombongan ex asrama mates baba gi rombongan bertahlil umah ke umah kawan2 dorg yg ade da mninggal or sakit2. ksian aku tgk tuan rumah tu. ko bayang. 15 kerete okayy. ini bukan kete myvi kete viva ekk. ini kete estima alphard oddeysey tawu. sakett pinggang dorang kan? siaaan.. tp. sian agi kitorg. da ngeko dekat 5 6 umah. singgit pn xdapat! duhh kete je besa. hampagas elektrik toi.

journey to de north membawak kami ke kg halaman terindah- sg petani. sempat gak telajak pi perlis sat jmpa cil ila cik yus dan edah. uncle onn pn jmpa gak. raya "umah" uncle onn kat bengkel tu yg plg lama taw. sampai tetidoq2 aku kat bengkel tu. seterika elektrik toilaa. then balik sp. sempatla beronggeng ngan sepuput2 sampai 2 3 pagi. bukan main kami mengekek tgk video2 sumpahtekencing dlm Delly Belly aku. haha. oh sepuputs. aku rindu kamukamukamu.

dala. raya buatpa lama2? pi balik nun asaimen blambak dok tunggu. haha ni suma cta beminggu dah ni. baru nak cita. sorry morry eh. xpa aih syawal xabeh agi. aku ni ingat nak cta banyak. tp tajuk raya ja smpai da xlarat taip. xpala ada umuq kita mrepek lagi nah. okeh babai. jaga adab. jgn buruk prangai. muka dah xlawa. haha -sign out-

rayasayaselonodke?

Aidilfitri~

Bismillah..

terkasar
termarah
terhina
terngumpat
terlanjur kata
terkecil hati
terguris
terlepas
terkejam
terdosa
tersilap
terhutang

halalkan ye..
maaf zahir dan batin dengan seikhlas2 hati..

happyeid:)

gedikgedikgedikgedik

huh
nak ckp trus trang ni
malas cover2 lagi
sumpah aku GELI tgk pmpuan skang
tgedik2 dpan jantan
tayang je ape2 selagi boleh
buat suare manje2 (euuuwww)
perangai gedik nak mati (uwekkk)
ketawa cam pontianak ngilai
prasan diri tu plg lawa
plg hot

siyes beb, penting nak mati ke perhatian laki2 tu?
mati ek kalau xde boyfriend?
kalau xde laki pandang ko merane ek?
kalau xleh pegang tgn laki tgn jadi gatal2 ek?
xde org msg2 tiap saat rase lonely gle eh?
xdpt gayut phone bejam2 rase nak nanges eh?
xkua ngan laki sehari panas satu badan ek?
sian kau beb.. KESIAN kau
org laen bleh idup damai je xde balak.
ko mati. MATI. sian ouh aku tgk kau.

so konklusyennye la kan..
aku geli nyampah benci xske jijik nak tmuntah loya2
ngan prangai kau

tot of the day nye plak..
yg cinta dunia ni, yg konpem2 sementare ni, yg sumpah xbawak kbaikan sbijik pn kat diri kau, yg sah2 bawak kburukan kat kau.. ko kejaaa mcm xckup tanah.
yg cinta akhirat tu, yg konpem2 kekal selama2nya, yg sumpah bawak kbaikan bgande2, yg sah2 dpt habuan baek pnye, yg ganjarannye indah2 blake.. ko tendang jauh2.
heh. bute ko pmpuan. bute.

akhir kate,
bukan niat menghina.. kte saling mengingati.. smbil ingatkan kau aku ingatkan kat diri aku jugak ni.. aku pn banyak buruknye.. aku pn banyak busuknye.. tp aku nak jd cantik, bersih, baik.. sharing is caring kan.. i share bcuz i care :)

cintailah yg maha mencintai

ingatingat:)

the unwanted me

pathetic
pitiful
loser
isolated
camtula aku rase skang ni
ble dok ngan them
feel like quiting
tp i love mende ni
ntahla
if only ade teman dlm ni
hurm
they kate je dah okay
kate dah settle
aku da ckp elok2 dah skang
ble nak ckp je aku pikir 3 4 kali
tapis2 kot2 ade yg kcik ati lagi
still buat muke mnyampah them nape?
menggelikan sgt ke aku ni?
after they ambush aku ramai2 haritu
ckp aku belagak
kuang aja
xhormat
cbe bayang org wat camtu kat ko
sonok kan?
honestly aku ckp
kalau itu carenye nak membetulkan org
menegur org
baek they kutuk blakang je
ntahla
God give me some guidance
should i stay or should i go?
humph..

xseronoklagiX(

amin amin amin

he didnt tell me he doesnt hate me

but he didnt say he did too

Allah

he wasnt being sweet n loving

but he wasnt cruel n rude too

Allah

he wasnt sunny n rainbow

but he wasnt rainy n lightning too

Allah

he wasnt pretending

he was himself

Allah

better:)

ampunkan aku~

dlm bas tdenga lagu ni Def Gab C- Ampunkan Aku

mcm from him to me

Allah yg sampaikan

if only he cares enough to..

redup matamu

memandang wajahku

jangan menangis

memang benar dulu

kunci hatiku

ada pada mu

aku kembali

di matamu kini

bukan kerana kamu

bukan niatku

melara hatimu

usah khuatir

jika hadirku melukai hati

maaf kupohon abadi

kini di hatiku satu puteri

yang pasti bukannya kamu

ampunkan aku

seandainya engkau menangis lagi

ampunkan aku

memang aku bukan lelaki dulu

ampunkan aku

seandainya engkau masih merindu

ampunkan aku

mendung ini pastikan berlalu

kita lewati

saat kau dan aku

leka menari

ampunkandia:(

the burden

dekat tapi jauh
jauh lagi jauh
aku nak dekat
knape kau nak jauh
aku dah nangis
knape kau ktawe
aku still berdiri kat sni
tunggu tunggu tunggu
tapi kau dah lari pergi
laju laju laju

if you're not the one
then why does my soul feel glad today
if you're not the one
then why does my hand fit yours this way
if you are not mine
then why does your heart return my call
if you are not mine
would i have the strength to stand at all

if i dont need you
then why am i'm crying on my bed
if i dont need you
then why does your name resound in my head
if you're not for me
then why does this distance maim my life
if i'm not made for you
then why does my heart tells me that i am

cause i miss you
body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
and i breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
cause i love you
whether it's wrong or right
and though i cant be with you tonight
i know my heart is by your side

is there any way that i can stay.. in your arms..

ifyou'renottheone

thehimyourequestedfor accepted your friend request

he did :)

letbygonesbebygones~

breathe innnn... breathe ouuut...

baru add dy kat fb
xtawula sudi ke tak dy nak approve
after all yg da jadi between ktorang
ohhh god aku sgt nebes
no high expectations
things may hurt
but it's worth trying
Dearest n Greatest Lord
please3 grant my wish
give me back the friendship i miss
the company i long for
the him i think of every second of every day
amin..

suarakuberharap:'(

Ramadhan

rindu xkorang ngan ramadhan?
30 days of trying to bukak mata tym sahur so the food dont go straight to lubang idung
30 days of starving in the days fasting
30 days of enjoying pure delight breaking fast
30 days of screaming excitedly at the fabulous aroma of ayam percik n murtabak
30 days of waiting patiently for azan maghrib while staring hornily at the burger
30 days of jihad..

ade la cte lawak skit..

friday, kelas kat perda 2pm-7pm (gilebabeng x?). jadi me ngan member2 decided to pegi usha2 bazar ramadhan. pergh the ayam percik, the satays, the murtabak, the nasi tomato, the nasi ayam, we smelled them mileeeesss away..

nak djadikan cter, we didnt suceed to reach campus b4 azan.. alkisahnye anak2 vip ni mrempat la bukak posa tepi jalan je.. hahaha. minum skit, the journey continued lah..
tgh selesa2 catwalk, tbe2 nampak bus uitm. yg girly pn klua suara masculine "woi! bas uitm! tahannnn!"

sambil mengusung berplastik2 makanan from bazar ramadhan.. sambil pakai high heels.. sambil (some of us) berbaju kurung.. sambil menebalkan muke 4 inci.. kitorg lariiiiiiii across the street (never seen any bigger street than that one).. audience ramai kot.. free show hahaha.
tajuk movienye, THE RUNAWAY BREAK FASTERS

haha naseb baek kitorg ade juara lari berganti2 4x100 m.. dgn rakusnye dy keja bas tu smpai bas stop. hahaha so we got on. semput2. ktawe tbahak2. n everyone's cant stop talking while trying to catch our breathe. ngahahah so funny!

tq tq tq Raja Puteri Raja Zakaria, Muhammad Ammar Edaham, Maisurah Mazhar, Muhammad Asraf Omar, Siti Nor Ashykin Othman, Sharifah Faizleen Syed Yahya n last but not least.. pacik bas yg kacak bergaya..

kesemputanfasting

gayut gayut gayut

celcom bday bonus punya pasai...
monday 00:00 a.m.- 01:46 a.m. = 1 hour 46 minutes
tuesday 23:50 a.m.- 02:02 a.m. = 2 hours 12 minutes
tuesday 02:13 a.m.- 03:04 a.m. = 0 hour 53 minutes
thursday 00:01 a.m.- 00:54 a.m. = 0 hour 53 minutes

gayut2 smpai patah dahan x_x
thanks Muhammad Arif Shafie Kamaruzaman ^-^

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eighteen n legal

bengong x. im late for my own bday. sebab sebab sebabnye. sebab xbestlahh. huu adakah org yg xbenti2 menyakitkan hati aku harini atau adakah aku yg tlebih sentap hari tu. baru 1st tym sejak di uitm. aku merasa mau pulang. n im still feeling it rite now. this is bad.

pepun thanks sgt2 to everyone yg wished.. appreciate it i do :)

wish yg cam takmungkin je nak jadi kenyataan..




ngeh. impossible lah. nanti2 buat sendiri lah. heee.

girl
happy belated 18th birthday
ur legal now
cherish life
many love u
i do
i love u
muah!
from seyha to birthday girl

eighteen18

the love. the wait. the hope.

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth

And tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
And you're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive, and not dead

And I dropped out, I burned up, I fought my way back from the dead,
I tuned in, I turned on, remembered the thing that you said.

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

T h e g r e a t e s t f a n o f y o u r l i f e

waitingwaitingwaitingforyou:)

mengulinary

1st tym masuk kitchen. kitorg blaja vegetable cutting. banyak woo jenis cutting2 nye. bukan maen radak je bulat2 cam korg jumpe dlm tomyam tu. name pn dah bukan carrot potong bulat, carrot potong serong, carrot potong dadu, carrot potong halus. ade julienne, batonet, paysanne, brunoise, concasser. pastu ade bouquet de ghani, onion pique. i also learnt how very sharp the french knife can be hehe :p

2nd tym masuk kitchen. kitorang blaja breakfast. ade american breakfast, continental breakfast, n yg paling familiar malaysian breakfastlah. the best thing is. my craving yg semakin rakus dari hari ke hari for beef steak finally dapat dipuaskan. haha. baba mama please take note n take me to the nearest steakhouse ble me pulang nanti ye ye :( very the yummy the taste of paprika still melinger2 kat my tongue. walaupun later tu ke toilet 3 kali. it's worth it! :p

3rd tym masuk kitchen. sume da ready dgn excitednye bawak tupperware. guess what did we cook? .....salad dressing..... =.= waaaaaaaaa :'( we buat mayonnaise sendiri! no more lady's choice, it's kami's choice. but but but d u know. mayo start from 2 raw egg yolks didisturb2 with continuous flowing of cooking oil. ikut lah banyak mane nak buat. lagi banyak oil lagi banyak mayo. eeeeeeeeeeeeei. but mine sgt jadi so im still so happy :) i end up feeling funny in the tummy n promising myself to stop my mayo-everyday-with-everything eating habit i had b4. :p

haha. tu dlm kitchen. cant wait to have another weeks of cooking n learning dlm kitchen yg mendamaikan tu <3>

oh oh oh this is my class photo. DK1C1C2 click! *-*

j'aimeleculinaire!

months-worth of ceritas2

huhu i dont even know kenapakah aku sgtsgtsgt malas nak berblog. tp tapela. now sudah ada mud untuk kembali ke arena ni. jadi sebelum my fatal disease, malascamsialobia dtg balik. lets get started ;)

so the (notso) latest story mory about my life is im now the official siswi of UiTM Permatang Pauh, Penang. never heard of it? ur lost. i had sooooo toooo extremelyyy highlyyy heavilyyy much fun here i dont even feel homesick. i guess its bad when u dont miss home. at all. kan? but then i really dont. aku even wonder. knapekah actually mereka feeling homesick. i mean, after 6 months of sitting at home menggedikkan kaki memalaskan perut dan membina empire taik mate, im really sick of home :p. so no offense mama n baba, its not u. its me. n my perakness of being away from home :)

what course? ehem2 jeng3.. Diploma in Culinary Arts HM115 :)

ok. uitm. one word. heaven. haha my roommates are extremely kepala gila mcm aku (so Allah answer my 4 months worth of doa to get notso rumit roommates) n i am very2 happy to be fated to be campaked in room 9.17 (yep, tingkat 9, the highest level, how i love watching out the window hopping prince handsome will come n ask me to let my hair down). we did crazy thing together n one of them is the famous video parody of the song baby by Justin Bieber :)) so tq Fid, Mimi n anis for the unrumitness of u guys. making my 1st hostel lyf so easy n fun <3

haha. then. being the lucky girl i am. i got the best classmates anyone can ever wish to have. (again, Allah answered my doa alhamdulillah). classmates mmg sgtsgtsgt best. very3 sporting. very3 supportive. very3 entertaining. very3 funny. ilygsm group DK1C1/C2 <3

haha Oh God im having so much fun here! is this really a college life? glad im a part of it :)

livinglife<3